Monday, July 14, 2008

Run or Hide

It's a Monday morning of misery as I peer into my closet of beautiful clothes that I just can't fit in. I've been battling myself over losing this last bit of (Dunken Donuts)"baby" weight, with little success. I have two options, I can get off my (fat ass butt) and run, or I can get a loan for $50,000+ and have surgery and hide for 8 months while I heal. Gee, let's take a look at the pros and cons of that! Okay, so I just had a baby...7 months ago. I know people who had babies 7 years ago that are still trying to lose the baby weight, but you know what? That's not good enough for me. I know better. I know what I have to do to get back to my size 8. Yeah, I use to be smaller, but I don't want to be (an anorexic crack-head) skinny, I just want to be able to wear my beautiful clothes again. I have jeans and slacks that I refuse to get rid of because I hope, no, I know I'll be able to fit into them again someday. I'm just hoping it's sooner than later. So I guess I just have to run.


crystal said...

Look at the bright side-at least you have a good reason the weight was on in the first place. What's sad is when you lose 35 lbs (me) just because you are overweight (to put it nicely)! And I have another 15 to go. Remember my youngest is 7-I'm in the other category!! I believe you can do it because I did it (and I am not motivated to do "diets"!)!!!

Laura said...

P.S., I like the pic. That's a self portrait, right?